My heart can't take this pain anymore, I just want it to end.

Edward. The only guy I love and will forever love.

The only guy who had made me feel special and made me believe that I can fall in love.

There was once a time when I do take myself for a lesbian.

Not that I do have a crush on a guy, but it's just because I don't feel anything for guys, so I classify myself as a lesbian.

Edward is the one who made me believe in myself and he also made me know what true love is.

I can't even believe that this is how...