I turned into a wanderer, one who had lost both opportunities given to me. Walking around the compound like a forgotten soul, all I could do was wonder if I was really on the right track. "What will I do to get my position back with Isabella? I know I have offended her greatly, and I know she might not find it easy to forgive me. I really did what wasn't expected of me. Nevertheless, I think it was all to make me more popular," I thought as I sat on a small chair, meditating. "No, I don't think it was all because of that. There should be something deeper...