Travis POV

Why can't I close my eyes? Why are my eyes still open and staring at the ceiling?

And why is he all over my mind?

Like a venom spreading through my thoughts. I can't control it. I can't stop it.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no. It was all an act. I don't have feelings for that man. I can never have feelings for him.

It was just a moment. Besides, I had one with Mr. Alvarez on the first day.

I know we never really got intimate, but…

Wait a sec!

I've never had sex with my girlfriend before. We were going to do that after...