Michael

Pain and ache in my chest were what I was feeling. I convinced myself I was all right and in control, but deep down I knew I wasn't. 

When I arrived at the gala, my inner lycan, Hael, was excited. He smelled our mate instantly. I felt trepidation because I didn't know who my mate would be. 

I have been different ever since I was young. I felt less restricted by gender roles. Sometimes I felt more masculine, other days feminine. Some days I didn't identify with either side of the spectrum. 

My mother encouraged me to express how I felt through my clothes. I dressed androgynously to support...