So for me, it would be better if he’ll back off. If he’ll stop pursuing me. So that, the guilt I have felt would lessen. He would be hurt less too.

I am… very sorry. I really am. But I think this is the end for his chasing. I have hurt him so bad and in so many times. I can’t swallow the guilt anymore.

He should put more attention to his life and love himself first. He’s been selfless for so long. I can’t bear him hurt like that. I like him. And my feelings for him never leveled his. It’s just that ... something’s preventing my feelings for...