Until now, I'm still problematic of where this could possibly lead us. Based on the doctor I consulted, once I give the information he wants, he may not want to go back to that past. He might lose some parts of his memories forever, and that's what I don't want to happen.

He deserves to know everything about his past but it takes too much time and patience for him to remember what happened in the past years.

I sighed, allowing my nerves to relax. It only helped little... or none, probably.

I swallowed hard when I noticed his small action. I held my breath in while I'm beside him....