I pushed the door open fast and slammed it on his face as I ran up the stairs to our room which I'll be leaving shortly because I'm not sleeping with him.I grabbed a few things and and put them in a bag before going down the hall to another room.Getting changed made me realize that I was truly alone and the events of tonight played over in my head.Eric's kiss wasn't like how I thought it would be. I felt nothing. For years I thought I would feel butterflies and be over the moon when he first kissed me. But I felt nothing with him. There was no electricity...