"It's this.... it's so easy for you to say it, but do you ever stop to think it's not easy for me to believe it? You never treated me like you loved me, not once in our life together, and now you're asking me to put blind faith in you and step back where I'll be completely immersed in you again." I get up and walk to him, so I tower over him, using my robe sleeve to dry my cheeks and sniff through the now never-ending stream I have zero control over. "I don't know what it is I would be getting. I don't want it if it's how...