His words choke me up, and even though he already mentioned having another baby the day we went to the cemetery, it pains me like a knife stab to the chest and catches me off guard. It makes me breathless, and that inner pang of fear raises her ugly head at me. This past few weeks, everything feels like it's changing so fast, and I have no control or footing, and now he's talking about completely upending his life and OLO. I hadn't seen him for two years, only two months ago, and I never thought I would again. Now we're racing at crazy speeds toward a new life, and...