"I know, okay, I know. You think I don't want to face it and listen to you. It's just hard. I love those people. I can't process it. Even him, even now, I love him, and I don't want to feel this way, knowing he might have hated me that much. I grew up with them. They raised me. I never in a million years thought Jyeon would have an affair and my life would come crashing down on top of me, so how am I supposed to swallow the fact he might have tried to kill me? I feel like I've lived in a solitary bubble and saw only...