"How can I be a good man now?! I lusted for my sisters! I wanted to be with you! I wanted you badly!" I said loudly out of frustration. "Have you any idea what it has been like for me since dad past? It has been non-stop work. It has been non-stop stress. I worried every waking moment there was for me. I'm not ready for that kind of shit. So fucking what if I am not a good man?!"

"Jesus Rob..." Kelly groaned as she got up and scooted over to me. She leaned against me and sighed heavily. "I know you're under a lot of stress. Emma and...