She was drunk for the first time from childhood; she was drunk, so she could let herself go crazy and indulge. Behind her heartache is her crazy revenge: Chai Xing, are you forcing me? Since you're going to hurt, why can't I do it. I want you to regret, to pay for cheating!

she thought: she was really crazy for Chai Xing! Maybe she doesn't need any reason. What she wants is this kind of craziness, once arrogance, once loneliness and coldness are all left aside. She wants Chai Xing to be unable to cope with this kind of scene

this is the spring of winter, and it is also...