He simply tells me to put on my trousers and put back my dagger. I ask him if my guts was something of a joke to me and he tells me it wasn’t done that way. He told me that It was simply consensual and asked if I was in a full decision to forfeit Ever having children for the sake of gaining the world. I told him yes and very quickly I feel an energy leave my body. It was painless but very Damning even to recall. I have no idea what I was thinking. I was naïve and felt very good about the whole issue. He asked me...