Oleg was distraught when he found out about the child. He… beat me for real. Not poke and bruises in places where it is not visible under clothes. Broke his hand. He kicked. I was in the hospital. But you didn't know all that. Right after that, Slavik took me away. We got married. And then Oleg died. A heart. Suddenly.

That's almost the whole story. The life that I lived and that did not touch you. The truth that you can't tell everyone. I'm not asking you to believe. I don't even ask you to understand. Just everything as it is. As it was.

“And you… didn’t go back...