I clenched my jaw and swallowed hard against the feeling of guilt and rejection

First how did she get to know about my purpose of playing her, secondly what a way to get dumped. 

It was expected of course,what was I thinking,she did possibly be In Love with me, super model Noona Philips.

 "My apologies"I replied.  

Without any indication that she did hear me, she turned and walked away while I remained still, unable to think straight or even explain my own feelings about her instruction. 

Having a nightmare could have felt better than this, I slowly sat down on my bed and cursed.

I couldn't help it anymore,I have...