I ran my fingers through sweet Lilly's hair. She smiled up to me as she squeezed me tight. She smiled up to the man who was her father. She smiled at the man who was given a tremendous responsibility and threw it out the window. Now that my senses were once again returning, I couldn't hide my concern.

"... Lilly," I breathed barely audible.

"It's okay Dad. No one has to know," she reassured. That wasn't even what I was thinking.

"No Lilly," I began as I broke out embrace. "Baby... We shouldn't have done that."

"You didn't enjoy it?" She asked pouting her lips.

"You know the answer to...