I knew if I stayed her any second longer, I could lose complete control. Startling sweet Lilly and myself, I burst out of my seat and fled into the comforts of my room, I shut the door behind me. What am I doing?!? Christ Jack, keep your wits! I leaned my back against the door and sunk to the ground. I buried my head in my hands as I tried to calm down. The little fucker between my legs still called. I tried with all my will to ignore it. I can't give in! I won't give in! Over and over I told myself this. Never had I felt this...