We parked the car somewhat early and walked about 50 yards to the theater. There were many people coming and going, and most of them ogled me. In the past, these stares annoyed me, but that evening I felt wonderful, proud to show off for Roger. I told myself I did it to give him something to think about and distract him from his grief, but deep down I knew it was more than that: I was attracted to him, and now he was unattached...

Roger led us to 2 aisle seats in an upper row and went to bring us popcorn and soda. When he was back with the...