The thoughts are accelerating inside my head. I want them to slow so I can breathe but they won't. My breaths come in gasps and I feel like I will black out. My heart is hammering inside my chest like it belongs to a rabbit running for its skin. The atmosphere spins and I squat on the ground, trying to make everything slow to something my brain and body can cope with. I feel so sick

This is not that Eliot whom I once loved, no never

I closed my eyes so tightly, even it hurts my eyeballs

"Stop it" I screamed at him

And with pushed him away as...