ONE HOUR BEFORE AARON COMES IN ETERNITY APARTMENT

I laid the floor of my room, sleep never comes to me, I didn't eat anything since two days I don't have a craving , because the only appetite I have is of Aaron, his love, his care for me

If he is with me, I can never be like this but I can't go back to him because he hates me he thinks that I am backstabber

I feel like shallow now, life there is no soul in me, no heart, my love, soul, heart I leave that in his doorstep when I leave him, I left somebody who loved me...