There is nothing more painful than pushing away the one you love, hurting him, shattering dreams and hopes. And also to see how Timur's heart is torn, to see how suffering distorts such a beloved face, and continue to beat, cut on the living ... against my will, through I can not.

How I longed to tell him that it was all a lie, that I loved him, I wanted to hug him, reassure him, and let the whole world fly into hell. But the trouble is that the world will really collapse. And not only mine, but also my parents, Natasha, her family.

Maybe I made the wrong choice,...