I kiss her while peacefully sleeping in my arms. I hold her wrist and kiss it gently. There is a bruise. She is white so it is quickly marked. I shouldn't feel guilty because we did it for pleasure. But seeing her bruise makes me feel guilty. I knew she was happy with what we were doing and so do I. But --- did I abuse her?

I mean, fuck! forget about her past because as she said it happen once. So, it means that her desire really woke up because of me. The real lust. I was the first to make her feel a real game in bed. I...