Athena

I fail to sleep afterwards and Alex didn't come upstairs either. Just knowing how much this room smells like him, it kills me inside. Am I like—liking him? Or is this just like a sexual attraction? I shake my head in disapproval, what am I thinking? I end up punching my own head which causes me to groan in pain.

Stupid.

Turning to the other side, I look at the Alex's spot. It's empty. Well, I'm not really going to check up on him because he might think of me differently. So I stay still and just try my best to close my eyes and drift into sleep.

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