This swimming pool duct tape dilemma has too many mechanics to be understood now I have no idea what to do.

Suddenly I even have no idea where to go anymore like if I am lost for the first time in my life.

But I know I can’t stay here and I have to be out and find a new place soon and that scares the heck out of me.

I can not continue living this half-life while we sit and wait for this unpredictable future.

Come tomorrow. Tomorrow I shall decide. Stay or go. Fight or run. Yet whatever I pick, I will do it in my way, free...