I already knew where this was going this time because in the past when we fooled around, we were neither outside nor with the company and I knew that one way or another we would not end up having sex, but that’s not the case now. There was a possibility that we were going to have sex tonight because we were alone.

It had been so long since I had sex or any form of sexual pleasure because I wasn’t interested in anyone that wasn’t Taylor, and so for the past several months, I ignored this side of me that had needs, desires and urges.

I wanted her because she...