"She wants to experience the surrender fully, to grasp the full implications of the word in all of its meanings. My parents were given the choice of how deeply they wished to surrender their will, in front of only those others I'm traveling with, in front of select others who would not be shocked by it, or in front of everyone. They chose everyone for the last two days we're here. Nor is their initial agreement locked in stone. Either one of them can stop it at any time. They chose this for themselves, just as I did. So even though it would be embarrassing for me to pleasure Gretchen...