They had been married for three years and had four miscarriages, but he didn't show any tenderness.
When his first love came back, he and his mistress were affectionate.
As his wife, she could do nothing but watch.
She was not reconciled. She had done everything to love him, but he had never looked at her in the eye
"Haven't you had any feelings for me for so many years?"
But he said, "you are so disgusting."